a jaunt to my past gives thrive for my voyage to present

i deserve to be happy...

i thought you understand??
i thought your different from the other guys ive met
men are all the same!!
they can say they love you...
but the truth, they cant fight to what they trully feels for you...
they only think about their self and their ego... how pathetic...
you told me that im the negative one... but hey!
if im a negative thinker how did i survived frm my struggles???
i can be a suicider if im a negative thinker... but here i am alive and rocking!
and im tougher than you could imagine!
why?? because i can admit my mistake,
can swallow my pride, and face it!
what about you??? can you do what i can do???
you cant! ur ego eats you!
nobodys perfect! anybody made a mistake!
im not perfect! and ur not perfect too!
so think about it boy!
regrets??
well at least i tried my best to correct my mistake
i tried to make it up to you...
but u dont want me to give a chance...
its not my fault anymore boy!