a jaunt to my past gives thrive for my voyage to present

Actually 3 kmi... and the other one is Ate Jackie...
we have this friend named Anne...
i first met anne before ate jackie...
i've known her for almost 3 yrs...
and for those years i want to thank her soooo muccchhh..
coz withour her maybe i'm still all alone..
i learned to be strong when i met her...
i learned to smile and laugh again after the chaos i've faced before in my life...
when i met her... i found a family... i always felt appreciated...
i love her so much.

i dnt know what will happen to me if there is no one like her in my life...
i cant help it..my tears fell down while im doing this blog...
thank you for all the help you've done for me..
even though sometimes we have misunderstandings..
of course we aren't perfect and this is part of the friendship..
take care of yourself, because we want you to see how we aim our dreams for ourselves and most especially...for you..
you're always included in my plans..
me and Cabz want to share our blessings...
and we want to share it with you..
coz we love you my everdearest mahal...
and we're afraid if we lose you... especially me...
love you my mahal. take care and always pray to Him.ok?

Family: hmmm am going to start to my family!i will miss 'em! even though they don't see how much i care for them.. i love them still... eventhough they dont trust me.. i don't care! i still love them.. they are my family and nobody could erase that!... maybe this time they will realize my worth... i just want them to know that i love them and im doing this for them and not for myself.. kasi kung sarili ko iisipin k... i wont go in qatar... im going to live my life the way i want it.. i wont sacrifice my happiness if im selfish... but because i love them, im very much willing to leave all my happiness just to make them happy... i will miss my mom!! and of course! my one and only baby, dalen--- mahal ko mamimiss ka ni mama!! take care. i'll alwayz pray to God to take care of you so kahit malayo si mama i know He's there guiding you for me... i hope ur love for me wont change.. i love you very much baby.

Friends: yihaaa!!!guyz!!!! am gonna miss you!!! promise!!! haha!! reserve your tears this april 21, 2007 ok!!! that would be my last gimik with you guys!! so please come!! i will miss our inuman!!! yeahboy!! the wasalak! marlon! julius! eugene!! hayuf s inuman!! butas ang bituka kung butas!! ay ito mamimis k!! anne!!!! mahal!!!!!!!!!! i will miss you!!! very very much!!!! thank you for the help!! u r d one who helped me to move on with my past!!! thank you!! wait for me ok!!! i owe you a lot!!! you're so special to me!! i love you mahal!! (ndi ako tibo tae?) mamimis tlga kita girl!! hayz! next on the line! shiny!!! kaw din!! isa k p!! i will also miss you!! ever since ate jaki left me!! haha!!! kaw n ang kaulayaw k!! lalo n s inuman!! i love you too girl!!! hayz!! and you know what girl?? am so proud of you!! coz u changed a lot!! promise!! you are not afraid of what the other people say! bsta masaya k go lng!! well! yo go girl!!thats the spirit!! kaya m yan!! dnt worry!! you deserve to be happy!! someone is out there! waiting for your love! ok!! ingat kayo jan ha!! mamis mis k ang tambay ntn!! haha!! zara!!! mama zara!! mamimiss kita!!! kaw din!! kht minsa k lng sumama thats ok!! bsta ha! lolz dnt forget! haha!! magiging masaya din kayo ni boss m or ni dady m! ok?? i love you!!! guyz!! i lov you all tlga!!!!!! waa mamimiss k kayo!! ayan!! teary eyed nanaman ako!! well for shiny and zarah, congratulations!! welcome to the real world!! o ayan n!! haha!! kaya nyo yan ok? be happy..mag iingat kayo. Uy unga pala berto!! haha mamimis din kita!! nakaw!! pumili k n ng girlalu m ung matino!! ahaha..

For my someone..wala ko masabi.. hahah joke lng.ok serious na...I'm sorry if i hurt you...if you only knew how much i love youits just that this is not the right time for us...but i want you to know that im very thankful that you came into my life. promise. for almost 3 yrs of my emptiness...u opened my heart...you thought me to smile...AGAIN...there was one mistake i made...i didnt trust you 100%...I'm sorry..I'm afraid to cry...that's why i chose to break up with you rather than continue this relationship....the truth was am afraid that one day you will tell me that your falling out of love or you have found another girl...i know im wrong.. yes i am strong but when it comes to love im weak...i have so many reasons... but i want you to discover it as time passes by...coz i know someday you will understand why im doin this or maybe just one day you will message me that thank you because i open up your eyes...but we dnt know maybe someday our path will cross...i just wish you for the best.. ok!!alwayz take cre! you will alwayz on my heart ok?thank you tlga.. sbra.. mwah...